Flower Children (Thursday Doors)
She had no words but she had a piece of a tune.
She followed behind herself, looking for the lineage.
She unearthed the roots between the staves, searching.
Did she want to set them free? or air them out?
She turned over note after note trying to find
the threads that contained the key. They were tangled,
disconnected. The missing lines covered the ground,
scattered in all directions. Which to follow?
~she wondered~
Where was the strongest branch? The one
that held her inside its skin? The one
that contained the cells of her bones, the pathways
for her blood? Could the parts that were cut off,
missing, lost, be replaced–reunited with the melody?
Her hands touched the delicate fibers, wistful.
She remembered music, being part of a harmony,
a living chord. But she had forgotten how to sing.
You could easily pass this tenement by without noticing the two guardians I dubbed flower children. But since I’m always looking at doors now, I crossed the street to have a closer look.
Each one is a bit different and full of lovely details. They seem to be looking at something beyond our mere human senses.
As it turns out, the building is an HDFC Restricted-Income co-op, containing 20 one-bedroom apartments, four per floor. There is a cap on what the seller can charge, making them more affordable than similar market-rate apartments. The monthly maintenance charges are especially reasonable. It seems to be a walk-up building, but there are many co-ops that don’t have elevators in New York.
Built in 1890, it was designed by Gilbert A Schellenger. He evidently began his career doing brownstones in Brooklyn, but eventually made his mark on all kinds of buildings all over the city. There’s one nearby that I want to go investigate as the Daytonian has a write-up on its history.
My puente was written for Dora’s dVerse Poetics prompt, to consider a time in our lives when we were young and green.
And look for more doors, as always, at Thursday Doors, hosted by Dan Antion.






Your thought about the guardians looking at something beyond what we can see was my first thought, especially the top right one. I’m not sure I want to know what it sees. Your poem is quite good. A bit sad, but I think we’ve all felt like that at times. Y our music choice is perfect.
I hope you have a great weekend.
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Thanks Dan. Some of the guardian faces are so expressive. And I’ve always loved that song. I wish we could have held on to that feeling.
Have a fine weekend as well.
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Great doors and I love your focus on the guardians. What a profound thought to wonder what they might be “seeing” beyond what eyes see.
Love your puente, a deep dive with brillaint language about the living vines unseen that does not always speak to who one might be/was.
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Thanks Suzette. We have so many roots and branches, sometimes it’s hard to grasp the whole.
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Well said Kerfe!.
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These lines stood out for me among all the amazing lines of your profound yet visceral poem, Kerfe.
“She turned over note after note trying to find
the threads that contained the key.”
and
“Where was the strongest branch? The one
that held her inside its skin?”
I read your poem and thought: Here is a young still green heart looking for herself, trying to discover who she is among all that has gone before and all that is still present or missing. And in her sadness, she thinks she has “forgotten how to sing,” though she remembers the music (of those who came before? her own in innocence?) Yet ironically, her thoughts, her threads, the notes she strikes, all are weaving a melody despite herself. And she yet sings. Gorgeous poetry, Kerfe. You may be the last one in the pub “door” (I loved the door photographs!) but you were well worth the wait.
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Thanks so much Dora. What insightful observations. We were all so full of hope (and yes naive innocence) in 1970. There are still threads around, here and there…but how to weave them together again?
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A beautifully rendered yet sad poem. Getting older we have that tune still, sort of, parts of it, but can’t quite call it forth. Forgetting how to sing…
I’m so glad for your attunement to doors, and willingness to cross the street and to research them for us. This is another treasure.
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Thanks D. So much gets lost or mixed up with other things. We were so hopeful in 1970…
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The flower guardians are magnificent, Kerfe. I enjoyed your photos and poems, as well. Happy Thursday Doors!
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Thanks Colleen. Thursday is always worth celebrating!
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I look forward to your Thursday Doors, Kerfe.
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the memory of treesong…
and the guardians do seem to look beyond ~
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I think we are born with it. Thanks, M.
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I love, love, LOVE your puente!! I like the flower children guardians, too, and of course the Young Bloods. Nostalgic sigh . . .
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Thanks so much Liz. So much nostalgia, it keeps accumulating…where did the time go?
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You’re welcome, Kerfe. I wish I knew where the time went.
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If you find out, let me know.
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😁
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This is a beautiful poem, Kerfe. I really like the flower guardians.
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Thanks Robbie. So do I–they would be wonderful to come home to every day.
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Oh, what loss in forgetting how to sing! Great photos, I really enjoyed them!
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Thanks Jennifer.
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She had forgotten how to sing. So tragic. I love the “flower children” guardians!
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Thanks Merril. I do too. I can almost recapture that feeling sometimes, but then it slips away again…
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You’re welcome, Kerfe. I think it’s a feeling for dreams sometimes.
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So interesting how each guardian is a little differently designed. I always wonder why the artist created the designs they chose.
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I know. Where did all these guardians come from? No one seems to know.
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The closing made me wish she would remember how to sing again
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I hope so too Bjorn, thanks.
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Informative piece of writeup. The beginning is poetic and beautiful. I think you will like the vibe of this writeup:
Amazing vibe!
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Thanks!
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I love the photos and the poem!
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Just curious, what would the income cutoff be to qualify for one of these and what would a one-bedroom cost per month?
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It varies by building and neighborhood.
https://ny.curbed.com/2020/3/25/21192807/hdfc-new-york-income-based-housing
The most recent listing I could find for this co-op is below. This is an expensive neighborhood, so the price is high, although the building seems well-managed since the maintenance is low (maintenance includes property taxes and usually heat, as well as taking care of ongoing issues in building upkeep, paying the super, etc.)
https://streeteasy.com/building/27-west-84-street-new_york/3fe
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Thanks for looking the info up. That’s almost affordable in your hood. I think the program should be vastly expanded.
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My older daughter went to preschool with a family that were squatters in their building and ended up with one of those almost free apartments. Every once in awhile I read about a tenant group that manages to be able to form a co-op and take over their building when the landlord fails to maintain it. But it’s rare these days.
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So blessed!
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